somewhere somehow I got everything backwards

First I want to appologize for being crap for writing you guys and keeping in touch in these last two months or so! I haven't even gotten my lazy ass to write a blog here for over two months! ahh.. I know I'm crap but hopefully you'll forgive me when I explain why I haven't been blogging or keeping in touch as much..

So the last time I blogged I was about to start my new job as store manager at the health food store.. well I did just that but by doing so I gave up my life and soul to the company.. for serious! Not only was I working all the freaking time but those few times I actually I had a day off or just some time off I was soooo tired after working so much that I never really accomplished anything! It's been really tiring.. never being able to all the things you want to do.. and always working.. long hours on weekdays and always something on weekends as well!
Don't get me wrong at first I loved it.. I would even say that I was damn good at it! My staff and bosses were all telling me how great a job I was doing and how amazing the store looked and everything! But that just wasn't enough.. I need time for myself and my friends and family and as the weeks went by I could feel myself getting more and more tired! constantly working my ass of and never getting enough time off for a recharge!
I decided after giving it alot of thought to not except the promotion! I mean apart from the tired all the time and not having time for myself and others many other things played a part in my decision.. a new boss who is not as great as my old one.. not being ready staying in one place like this.. and many other things..
so here I am again! back at square one! making new plans for the future and what I shall do in the next months! well I have some plans already.. but first I'm going to go away for a bit again! yes you know me.. having a hard time staying in one place!
On Tuesday I'm off with Trigger on another adventure! we're going to London to see our friends there and also our friends Defiance, ohio from bloomington, indiana are playing a show that night in London that we're going to catch! then it's off to Spain! yes we're going back to Spain! this time going to see our friends in Barcelona! we're staying there for a week and then Trigger heads back to England and I'm off to Paris to spend time with my sister there and my nephew Tristan! I'm sooo excited about this trip! you wouldn't believe! I need the time off after all that's been going on! Need some time to sort things out in my head and such!

Still things are a little different than I had planned 2 months ago.. with this decision everything I had planned for the next 8 or so months has changed.. but I'm making different plans now.. I'm not sure exactly how things will turn out just know that I'll be leaving Iceland which means people I love that live outside of Iceland might be seeing me a little sooner than you had hoped..
I'll keep you guys posted on how things are going and everything! I promise!

But I guess this will be all for now.. I went out dancing last night and stayed up 'till 6am so I'm pretty beat.. I think I'm off to enjoy a nice cozy evening with a very handsom man I know.. so appologizes again from your girl and I hope to hear from you all soon!
love