"when the day begins to break like the tears that run across your cheek"

This week has gone by pretty fast.. I guess it's because now it's May and the summer is here! yay! With the coming of the summer I tend to need less sleep and my day gets a little bit longer which is awesome!
Well because of that I haven't been sleeping too much all week! maybe just a little less than I actually need to make it through the day.. hehehe.. I always planned to go to bed early but always ended up going really late and then waking up early as fuck to read more in Pride and Prejudice before going to work! I know what can I say.. I just really enjoy reading..
I finished the book yesterday.. it was really sad.. not the ending of course but just finishing it.. no more Pride and Prejudice for me.. at least for now.. Well I think I'm going to keep on going in my Victorian literature.. I'm going to start reading Oscar Wilde's Lady Windermere's Fan tonight or tomorrow and I was thinking about reading The importance of being Earnest when I finish that one! Also my awesome friend DanP who shares my passion for these old literatures has promised to bring over with him some books and movies when he comes over in June! I can't wait! both for the books and for him! It's going to be awesome having him over again! plus he's staying longer this time then last summer! yay!

I went dumpstering by myself and then with Torbjorn (a really cool swedish dude who's living in Iceland) earlier this week and got so much good stuff that I decided to share it with friends! So all week I've had people come over after work to eat dinner with me! I made tofu scramble, tofu in indian green curry with coconut milk, bananabread for desert and then yesterday we had burgers.. vegan of course! hehe.. It was mainly Fannar and Torbjorn that came over to eat but there were always some others that joined in too! It was hella fun having people over to cook for cause like most of you know I love cooking and I like my friends so cooking for them seems like a really good idea! hehehe.. :o)

I cut my hair short today.. I had been thinking about it for the last weeks and after work when I was talking to Trigger and Dögg at home I just decided to go for it! it's all uneven and shit but whatever..It's DIY man ;o)

So I was a little down yesterday again.. no reason really.. It was kind of similar to what I experienced two weeks ago.. nothing happened though this time but it just seems since then I've been having a hard time getting back to my posi self and sticking to it! for some reason or another I'm having the tendency to break myself down.. yeah I know it sounds ridiculous but I think I'm getting a little too self destructive for my own good.. I don't like it at all but I don't know how to stop.. I really need to work on my self esteem I think.. I've decided in trying to steer myself out of this madness to start taking Depridix again which are these really great tablets I took last fall to help me with my depression.. they're just made from herbs and flower essense but they really helped me then so I think they will now.. anyways I'm going to try to see if they won't help!
I think with the help of them, the summer being here and the days getting longer, you guys and few other things I'll get throught this.. so no worries.. I'll kick this depressions ass to outer space.. just be ince to me if you see me and maybe give me a hug to help.. that would be nice! <3

O and if you live in Iceland and have nothing planned for tomorrow (Sunday) come hangout with me at Austurvöllur after noon! Probalbly around 12 or 1! It's suppose to be really nice and warm outside so I'm going to take my blanket and just park myself there for a few hours! I'll bring music and we can just chill out and enjoy the weather and each other's company! so yeah join me tomorrow! I would love to have you! <3

That should be it for now..
As I said before I'm now between books but I'm listening to some really good music these days.. my top 10 at the moment are:
Small brown bike - Dead Reckoning
Coheed and cambria - all three cds actually! I can't chose one!
Converge - Jane Doe
Majority Rule - Emergency numbers
Bright eyes - I'm wide awake it's morning
The good life - Album of the year
Rocky Votolato - Suicide medicine
Jarabe de Palo - Bonito

And finally one of my favorite quote from Pride and Prejudice.. It's in the end of the book and it's Mr.Darcy speaking to Elizabeth about why he came back to Loungborn:

"My real purpose was to see you, and to judge, if I could, whether I might ever hope to make you love me."